How Can I?

How can I express?
Or supplement for your smile?
Your breaking down the contents of my heart,
And its beautiful
The things your breaking down have been there
For eternity
When I see your face, I act so absurdly
Its almost like I'm serving the epitome of stupid
Yet when I'm in your presence, no repentence
Sinply clueless
The cutest, strapped and laced,
woman where your roots is?
Immersed in the essence, joy and presence is so fluid
Now Im fluent in the language of love,
You've come a part of me
After you've been seated deep in hearts arteries
I hardly... resist
My wish is this...
Would you be my abyss?
To have and to hold? To love and to kiss?
Or maybe just gaze into, you infatuate my eye
While cleaning out my spirit of its wickedness and lies
I rise up to approach you. only to realize
That I have the chance to hold you
But in freedom you would thive
So Im digging deep within, simply lost in my desires
Bit my final aim is love, pure and simple, nothing higher

- Matt Earley, Circa 2010