Great Jericho Cannons Echo Sound Residual

Here is something that has taken me a long time to understand, although you hear it suggested and implied to be obvious very often in life. I think what I am talking about is being inconsistent, and to be happy with different things and to shed your old skin. Even on my blog in the past I talked about this. I've written things that say enforcing various things on yourself, how would you say it, will stunt your growth? Now I am seeing that as an attitude I enforced on myself, not to say that the things that I wrote didn't come from my heart, a place of meaning, but even meaningful things fall away my friends. You know I used to think that enjoyment lied in consistency, and it does. But now I see myself wanting again to test the waters and explore new perspectives, and just learn from my own mistakes instead of trying to mimic this or that, act in this or that way. I don't want to be consistent anymore. I'm strong enough now just to let go of all the crutches. When I am like this, inconsistent, than I can learn so much from you and the world around. I can express myself much better according to the people I am with. There is love in this. Many times I've give change in situation resistance and see it as a cramp in my plans, now I am seeing it more so as something to learn a great deal from, and enjoy for fucks sake. Not everything has to be a lesson and sometimes you just need to be wild and explode. Sometimes you need to be dull and uninteresting, I don't even care about these things and honestly boredom looks to me almost the same as being wild. I just go on and flow on I don't know how to live or what to do but I will say that I enjoy each day more and more, because my awareness stretches to all things. There is love in this :). And this is one of the first blogs where I just wrote without giving a fuck about impressions. Fuck Rapping!