Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Simplicity
Utter inward simplicity is remaining choiceless always. I dont try hard and choose because the momentum of life is too strong and to go agianst that would take too much work. No, I'd rather just be, weather it be lazy or not respectable, or whatever dimension you take me in. There is no driving force in this state it is just motiveless. I cant find a reason to continue my writing or to write in the first place, I mean what is there to write about? everyhing is so simple and obvious. Okay but obviously this is not 250 words of absurd but its pretty close. If your not sleeping yet than go see a physician.
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I wish I could have that kind of resolve to just be. I'm so used to fighting the current; it's exhausting sometimes. I'm accustomed to fighting against myself, punishing myself, analyzing, comparing, judging everything I do or say ar am. I wish I could let go and be free like you. Though your piece is short and swift, and though you feel there is nothing to write about, anything at all from your true self has meaning. So bravo for getting something out there.
ReplyDeleteOk thanks for the respect once agian, I don't really want to make any more posts that say "do this" "be this" it is tiring for the both of us. So would motiveless posts be meaningless or wastes of time, probably, but maybe there is something there worthy.
ReplyDeleteUm simplicity or boredom?
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