Back to the drawing block

Words cannot describe what I feel, words are just to much burden this is so light. There is a light on my forehead and buzzing me into transparency. Yet I remain in control of my body and my typings yet I don't want a single thing but to feel how I feel now. Silent mind, silent heart. The floodgates open. Its so light that it surpasses poetry, it is invisible. I always tried to share this feeling, these feelings.. and slowly I gave up except in moments. The mind is not interested and the heart is not hardly interested. what it needs is a moment to taste the sweet elixer of mental stillness. What.. may I ask, happens when you are not there to ask. haha. Blazing flame that will knock your socks off! And even though the words make no sense, they serve their purpose alright?

Nature's Peace

Ahh the peace that comes with patient relation with nature is impeccable. To sit by the tree and acknowledge its bark, the bugs on the ground, or in the cold winter, the frozen wellspring beneath the earths icy shell. These small things bring you so much peace, peace used to end the minds chatter and to be spent in resonation with Earth.

The Earth is alive and sensitive, very intelligent. It embraces us tenderly when we will to spend our time with it. Our bodies know earth from the physical, our organs are fed through what Earth produces. When our mind quiets.. feels.. it is enhanced by the earths sensitivity. Our heart delights in the color and splendor of a landscape, and our spirit is seen in it's vastness.
Have you starred at a flower, thoughtless? A purple skyline or an orange autumn tree?
To just watch and be aware of nature allows our blocks and cramps and stresses to dent, crack, and slip slide away.....
Feeling Stressed, worried, or anxious? Having a bad day or trouble in a relationship? Take a walk or run, breath deeply, and acknowledge your surroundings. This will bring so much peace to your mind. You'll find it hard to believe how accessible the dimension of peace becomes while dwelling in nature. A true miracle.

By the way. Minnesota in Autumn is sooo beautiful, right now the transition is being made.

I Document My Poetry

Another piece about the simple thing that gives a man so much trouble.. *sob*.

Mother of mercy
Like a dripping honeycomb
So you fill my heart with virtue
Chrysanthemum in the field
Blooming each season, yielding to each
My subtle dandelion
Who laughs me to tears, choking my words
Till all is unwritten
Standing on the verge of the moment
Isn't it strange to see your eyes become mine?

Bill Gates

This rhyme rings success, for my friendship and I
We emanate and serve tasty rhymes no discriminate
I'm the shy type, but I've got my mind right
Mad skills just exposing a portion, playing the role of an orphan
My friend has the spirit, it's in him the crowd trusts
He sets em up and then gets them crushed
It may look like I play the crutch
But look a little closer to see I'm holding him up
I'm the reason he shines, though they don't pay me much mind
When I speak It sounds to be a door that is rusted
They stand and feint away, it leaves me surprised
Cause to me my words look like something to listen to
They bring meaning to my life and come from that meaning
Is the crowd not well meaning? It's the story of my life
It's the story of type, does my nonacceptance have me paying the price?
I'm too busy thinking, lets get back to the show, drop a bar just to let them know
I'm still alive! more than ever! My friend rises on my downfall, or so it seems.

Respect the Meditator

Endow this woman with respect, she has traveled very far.
Respect the mediator you fools, she loves you and at the same time avoids you.
Her knowledge is not in a book or boughten in a store.
It is not having to do with "soul" "heart" "god" or "watchfulness".
The mediator is a flower that draws in light, the light of no expectations.
The mediator is as much of a fighter as any black ally brawler.
Have you heard of a back ally brawler honoring the hidden?
Walk around the world three times, she will surpass in a second.
If you had any idea, you would yield to her, cater to her, and care for her.
She will shower riches that you cannot receive, your pockets are already full.
She will effortlessly polish your heart, what an unnecessary commodity!
She will be everything you thought you wanted, and take your laughter with a smile.

Desire and Surrender

Your Desire is Blind 2/21/10
You chase after wants and desires almost as quickly as your mind spins them into webs. You believe that in your blind followings lies contentment and compleation. You are being fooled and used. That which brings contentment also brings an awful lot of love and life. For life as it now with all it's robust things, all it's pleasantries and shiny toys, does not fulfill man's endless desires. Of what immensity would it take to soothe man's burning striving? Could the universe in it's entirety play such a role? How weary must you become? How utterly repulsed until all is dropped, left behind, and eventually forgotten for the secret of your soul? Forever aware is this secret... nah it is no secret at all to an empty mind and quiet heart. It is still yet exploding, quiet yet rapturous. Your hearts medicine, your souls ecstasy.It is life, it is love, and it's beauty is remarkable.

Surrender 3/13/10
Around every corner of life lies surrender. With surrender lies the stream of life. If you are merging with that stream, than you my friend have found surrender. What a joy it is to float with the river! What a hassle to be over encumbered with the weight of past mistakes and the wait for the future with its ambitions and all. How beautiful is this effortless state! How simple and easy! And surrender bears bountiful gifts, carefully decorated, exploding in color. Surrender is the bridge between you and your life, let us cross shall we?

Call for Ecological Action

My heart beats with passion, this is not a fashion. Time to get smashing with ecological action.
Nature, is the world, nature is not built by man and is not made for man to tamper with. Nature is a delicate and fragile thing, have you felt it? Watching you at night, saturating the air with its vibrations. Allowing you to breath and existing effortlessly all the while. When we are unaware of our relationship with nature, without and within, a great imbalance that we see today arises. We are cutting down trees and destroying our roots. We are unconsciously trading in earths wonders landscapes for the ugly shop front, aisles and aisles of things to fill up our time, and our basements :(
Maybe it is that we have forgotten what affection nature gives to us. I encourage a walk through the woods or local park. Try buying a plant to water and care for in your room. Nature leaves itself open to us does more for us than we can imagine. Can you imagine the change in energy if we were to cut down half of our surrounding trees? Feeling passionate and using this to drive my education on conservation and a more balanced life style.
And of course a plethora of feeling...
Spraying lawns for weeds and introducing chemicals, your living unaware and not seeing with your eyes. Seeing nature as our guide thus it's downfalls our demise. Yet we never realize that nature serves us all the time. TO make the earth a heaven and direct us to the sky. A flower rests on the wayside just to look at, as we proceed to war with no attempts to look back. You don't need to be a philosopher or poet to know nature. Have a walk, hug a tree, and savor natures flavor. You could even start a garden in a back yard! Some elbow geese and backbone its not really that hard! Respect our mother earth! Establish a connection! Nature dwells within our nature impassable perfection!