Kind of funny how the soul grows and becomes unstoppable. This sensitivity has merit and can be taken as weakness to some less aware. I looked in my eyes and thought, can I put an end to this? Often when I am sensitive I wish it wasn't so, and in the least dont want to grow in acuteness.
Anyways, today some parts of myself ate coming into focus, the fact I enjoy being silly, kind of dorky, and can have an odd sense of humor. I love that about myself. I want others to know me but it just seems so rare where someone wants to commit time to really dig deep. Thats okay, I hope whoever's reading this relates and knows that I care. Life is hard fosho. I asked people to pray for me and I think that has an effect, in the very least it helps me to see that I am important and cared for.
Theres a quote from Alice in Wonderland I believe and it states "Your a very real thing in a fake world, and that, i believe, is why you are suffering so much." You see
Ive always had sensitivity and an inclination towards the spritual. I just imagined more adventure, but these days I'm not sure if its to be found. The world is growing desensitized to the subtle things in life. and seemingly further from nature and emotional integrity. The whole world seems to be burning, quaking, or enduring radiation. We are very skilled at being destructive and ignorant.
I'm not sure whats next for me. I want to power down this fiercely prevalent sensitivity. Its raining on my parade and I just want to feel balanced. Wish me luck. Seems life can become one thing after another. Thanks for reading, listening, admiring. I am with you.
-M
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