Better Now

Shoulda known better
To take a false offer
By whims of trend setters
And weighty imposters

Theres always been mockers
Sure, even scoffers
Perfected people
Turned tomatoe lobbers

Steady insisting
There's something Im missing
A default in motive,
and problem in wishing

Its not my conditon
Its theres thats impaired
How subtle the whispers
How steady thier stares

Worried? not even
For me its a season
For them its a sentence
To deal with thier demons

I was like that too,
Before I outgrew
The whole group facade
That turns faces blue
Im happier now, and rightfully too
Finding sides of myself
I once never knew

Success and the Journey

Success: it isn't what you think

For the most part success isnt pretty, mostly it is uncomfortable, burning. That discomfort can usher you ahead on your own life path, even if your imagining a totally diffrent outcome, you will see in time where your trail leads. Each stepping stone is turned over in time, and whats underneath, as well as on the surface is reedemed and realized. We can run for years, decades, our whole life.. but we cannot avoid the call of success, the narrowing of what works through what has little to no effect.

Some might say success is reaching your goal, yet lets say you have reached, or are so close to achievement. You might find the result is only as meaningful as the whole of your efforts to get there, so to be gratified instantly will leave you feeling as though nothing has changed. Success lies within the journey to success, the striving, realization, and accumulation of each of your efforts.

Dont stop on the wayside too long, keep moving towards your dreamed destiny, keep peddling your bike and create an awesome story along the way. You have come a long way, you have miles to go. Dont give up on something because it doesnt seem realistic or real, only because it perhaps lost its appeal. (Couldnt help but getting some rhyme in there)

Those who reach are those who never gave up on themselves and thier vision. Thier dream contained ample fuel to carry them to thier dream result. Have a dream, and keep it close to you, you may find through all the trial and hunger you discover an opening to success.

Love you. Keep going. 

Faith Endures Forever

A simple hermit
Meets a man
Whose recipes are clever
A type of well-trod devil
Whose faith endures forever

Whose faith endures forever?
The mans? or maybe mountains?
The youthful bearing fountains?
The lands and plans... forgotten?

A faith that bears the spinning globe
Circumfrence and its beauty
Its ludacris and lunacy
Its bitter bliss and eulogy

Surely such a faith prevails
Past any planned endevour
Through way of lore,
By daring plight
Perhaps endures forever

One day Ill be free

One day Ill be free
I wont have to worry
About being on time
Late, or Matt Earley

Tears don't fall but the fabric gets torn
Like a broken down train
I get to feeling worn
I sworn an oath to live this life
Yet its so unforgiving
I told the truth and did things right
Is that what makes it worth living?

You sense Im sulky with regret
Adhered to plans and every step
Out of all the places slept
I always enjoyed a special depth

I journey onward, towards the core
Our journeys never over
The snows of life can ponder
Unique flakes fall forever
Id say Im doing better
But I cant sustain the weather
Im losing my identity along with my vendetas

My focus feels unfettered
It launches like a rocketship
Into the unknown passages
Id fly this way forever
Id ride this wave wherever
A pride of Serengeti
The tides of lakes
Seasonal mistakes
And deaths considered hefty

My Sweet Lord

I never knew my emptiness, until I touched fufillment
I never knew my stubborness, until I began to open
You couldnt tell me the answers, I believed I had them
You couldnt gift me graces, I was confident in my indifference

Now I see much differently, not from my perspective
..but yours
Now I do believe, not in my pitfalls, but in your outpouring heart
What may I do, as my anxieties are extinguished in your eyes, so my actions dissolve in your gentle strength
And so I am left without hand in the matter, my how you have grown me

You see..
I was a seed buried in the dark womb of Earth
Until I began to struggle towards the sunlight
Stretching my limbs and legs towards the surface
And when I broke through, all the skies and territories became accessible and clear
The whole sky opened up!

Thank you.. for your guidance.
You have ushered me forward
You have made me strong
Mighty in your fury
And humble in your hands
Continue, good lord, to guide me
Bridge my life with yours
So I may never walk alone
Instead with you dear one
Both steadfast and joyful
Blissful and wise
Oh source of myriad sourcings
I trust in thee!!!!!

Time Travelers (creative/channeled writing)

Little do they know of such creatures, whose wings scrape the skylines and whose breath diversifies the night. Appearing like gryphons with orange blazing talons, thier backs are fit to carry one like me between the veils of worlds. Thier feathers are poignant, sharp like darts but whistle like silkweed in the wind. Thier stare can shatter rock and scar that which does not love, live, and glisten. These sacred beasts were designed traditionally as transport, here to the beyond, yet some have settled here among us, even throughout the loyal skies of this Earth. Although these are perhaps the runts of the relentlessly honorable breed.

 The mechanism of time and space is embedded in these gryphon like species crowns. They are equipped with these crowns upon birth and their crowns have fused with thier skulls over the passage of time and world. The radiant mechanism allowing time and space transferrence has become an extention of them, bearing no sense of seperation.

 I explain to you these winged animals because you have asked me about them. You have insisited on the disclosure and so I will grant you the knowledge I have of them.

 As they transfer between frames of world and time the aforementioned apparatus loses charge and energy, and must therefore be recharged. This is done through physical, as well as a more special process of nourishment. This special process may be done sufficiently on thier own, and it is good because as you might imagine, hopping worlds can be a tricky occupation, and often these creatures travel alone.

 Here is the process in detail. The gryphon like beast position themselves in a way that its talons are upon a surface and its head points towards the openness of sky. Using its eruptive call, and violent shake it recieves an outpouring of cosmic energy. In other words it charges this apparatus through reception of light, sound, and ethereal influences. This process of charging is objectively timeless but from our perspective on Earth might take somewhere in the duration of fifteen to thirty minutes.

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Prayer

 Lord of lord
King of kings
Prince of peace
Upholder of righteousness
Freer of the slave and opressed
Opener of doors, disposer of curse
The sanctuary of the holy
The refuge of the lost
The reedemer of the shamed
The displayer of power and might
The gracious host, the living one
I give thanks to all that is you
And remove that which is not
Thank you Christ Jesus
For soothing my spirit
For taking my sin
For cleansing my soul
All praises and glory
Returned to its owner and source
Lord god.. have mercy on us
Bless our walks
Forgive us our sins
Lift us on high
Fill our hearts
Give us courage
Grant us repentence
Forgive us lord
Speak life into our lives
Your glory, honor, and power be with us
Forever and ever
Amen